ok, so im gunna shut this down in 2 weeks on November 21...so if u wanna say any last words whoever the freakin heck reads this, then now is your chance. I am on facebook now, b/c all my other friends are there, and frankly it is just better. But for the sake of tradition, one last post...then 2 weeks for comments...then thats it for this......

The tigers lost...that blows, but i know they will be right back there again next year

Devos looks like hes gunna lose, so bascially Michigan is screwed, and if you dont think so, then you are flat out not smart, bc all Granholm has done is lose jobs, cut from fire and law enforcment, cut from education, done nothing about higher COLLEGE TUITION, support gay marriage, the list goes on and on people....so another 4 yrs of michigan and its great citizens is down the drain...and like i said if u dont think so...then get smart, seriously...Devos hasn't beent he governor so he hasnt had any power to change the state, so dont sit there and think to yourself "But eric, what the heck has Devos done to help?" All he's done is run one of the most successfull businesses in the history of Michigan, which proves he knows what he's doing...unlike Granhlom...seriously people, how stupid can u get...

um, my life is pretty much in complete and utter suckieness, it seems like i have been screwed, or just dumped on every possible way latley, and is has been since about mid september...thanks...and of course nobody seems to care. Then when people acutally do wanna know wats up, they just yell at me about what ive done wrong, instead of actually want to talk to me, just a simple conversation...take an interest...but "f" that...

hm...what else...what else...wow...i guess thats it...like i said, if u want, im on facebook...search my name...w/e...i will no longer post here...and i'll close up either on the 21st or, i'll just let it sit forever...and ya...so...bye...

"Everything that i thought to be,

has been taken away from me.

And now im left with a path i see,

a path i must set free.

The path of which i wanted to go,

has since been broken from its flow.

Which path i'm on i do not know,

but i must walk, so slow, so slow."

think about it, it has real meaning. Instead of pasting a song in here to show my situation, i made my own poem.

Author: Me

hey, been a while since i been on here...so here's an update...but u know wat...nobody reads this so o well...forget it...if u want to know, comment me, and i'll get back to ya...whoever "ya" may be.

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take this anymore
What would you do? (do, do)

Come break me down
bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do? (do, do)
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for
I'm not running from you (from you)

Come break me down
bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am

Come break me down
bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
Come, break me down
Break me down
Break me down

What if I wanted to break...?
What if I...
What if I...

this song basically tells the story of the past few weeks...if ya know what i mean

Eccl. 3:1-8

Plato

hey, been a while since i been on here...so here's an update...but u know wat...nobody reads this so o well...forget it...if u want to know, comment me, and i'll get back to ya...whoever "ya" may be.

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take this anymore
What would you do? (do, do)

Come break me down
bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do? (do, do)
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for
I'm not running from you (from you)

Come break me down
bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am

Come break me down
bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
Come, break me down
Break me down
Break me down

What if I wanted to break...?
What if I...
What if I...

this song basically tells the story of the past few weeks...if ya know what i mean

Eccl. 3:1-8

Plato

Feeling a bit down right now...prolly will b for a while to be honest with...wats the point...thank goodness for...well, just read...

I'm finding myself at a loss for words
And the funny thing is it's OK
The last thing I need is to be heard
But to hear what You would say

CHORUS
Word of God speak
Would You pour down like rain
Washing my eyes to see
Your majesty
To be still and know
That You're in this place
Please let me stay and rest
In Your holiness
Word of God speak

I'm finding myself in the midst of You
Beyond the music, beyond the noise
All that I need is to be with You
And in the quiet hear Your voice

REPEAT CHORUS 2x

I'm finding myself at a loss for words
And the funny thing is it's OK

i dont like change...at least not this time...

I'm going to college 17 days...thats nuts! people are leaving, friends that i may never see again, this is all just starting to really hit me now... as the preperation of last get togethers and constant recalling of the best laughs, best ideas, and overall best memories comes to one last day, you realize...this could be it..."Could this be it" "Seems like an it" Seinfeld fans will appreciate that...and so that is what i turn to...Seinfeld, for only a show that encompasses so much of real life, can i ease the pain of the real life around me...but its only a show, and since it is temporary, i will sit in my sadness, and find a way through it, the only way through it.

"Didnt we have this conversation before?"

"Yea i think we did"

Plato